Is This Weird?
L: I have this fantasy that I've never told anyone and I would love to know what you think. I'm in college and I like women, but don't date much. My fantasy is to be kidnapped by a group of the hottest girls at school, then turned into a cheerleader. They somehow trick me into coming to their dorm, blackmail me into doing whatever they ask (the reasons vary), then I'm forced to live with them as a girl. They decide that to complete my feminization, I must join the cheerleading squad and become one of them. I am taught to dress, walk, talk, and act like a girl in every way. It gets a little more complicated but that's the main part. Is this weird? Am I crazy? I know its not what my friends fantasize about but I've been dreaming about this for years. Thanks for listening.
: OK, lets take this one issue at a time. Is this weird you ask? Hmmm.
I have a friend that insists on putting all the silverware into the dishwasher in a certain way. They all have to point up, they must be grouped with similar items only, and there can be only 5 in each section. Now is that weird? Maybe, but it makes him happy.
Your fantasy is probably not shared by the average college student as you said, but it is a very common one among crossdressers. If you look at the stories on other websites like Fictionmania you'll see that. I even have one here. Look at it this way. You are the center of attention for a group of gorgeous girls. They lure you into their dorm and have their way with you. In this case their way is to feminize you, but the basic theme seems pretty normal to me.
The fantasy of being helpless, or “forced” to do as you're told has a lot of psychological advantages. You are free from any guilt you might have about doing whatever it is, because for all practical purposes its no longer your choice. Also, by having the woman in charge of your sexual gratification, you now have no pressure to perform or please her. This is a common theme for submissive's of all kinds. Whether you like feet, or spankings, or the almost endless variety of fetishes, you must do as your told or else! While there are plenty of people who will tell you it is weird, you can find thousands that think its simply fantastic.
Its very easy to get caught up in trying to do what you think is normal. You are the only one that has to decide whether to pursue it or not. I say enjoy it! You may not want to wear your uniform to class, but you should start learning your cheers.
Are you crazy? I think not.
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